To the friends I've lost/I'm losing

I really thought we'd find our way back even after meeting that fork in the road.

I do wish I had done something and said things soon enough. And I do wish I still have it in me to try harder. I guess the timing is off. I'm in a place where I bruise easily and I can't possibly handle any more of this alienation that I'm getting. 

It's gonna take me a while to stop thinking about the life long friendship we could have had. 

But who are we kidding? You're too far gone. It's time to send some love and move along. I'm done crying myself to sleep over not being invited for lunch.